Selfishness

I never intended to write on this blog. I thought it would hurt too much....and it does. Every time I think of you, my Bofie, I want to cry. Sometimes I can keep it back and lots of times, it spills over. I think it must be selfishness on my part to want you back here. I know you're so much better off now than we are. But I miss you so and want you here to make me laugh....Mr. Sacco! And to be so proud of you. And to share the holidays with us, again. I hope you can still feel our love for you. We're a 'forever family' you know.